A lot has happened since my last post.
To be honest, I'm not sure I can really reveal much of anything about it. It involves a lot of trust issues that I don't understand and find confusing and frustrating. I am really doing my best to accommodate this new situation in my life but everything I do seems to come out wrong.
I really thought I was done with all of this weeks ago, but I guess God had different plans. As excited as I was at the beginning of the week with the prospect of something beautiful breaking into my life, it has turned into something full of anxiety, turmoil, and lots of fear.
My greatest strength, which I believe is conflict resolution, is useless now because I can't talk about this...to the person it needs discussed with.
I am frustrated and confused but I at least know what I need to do. I need to wait. Just wait.
There was a dream that I dreamed, a dream of revealing it all.